I need a change for the better...

I have a tendency to get what I want.
I may get what I want but I only see it for a glimmer and then it fades away.

I was talking with twinny earlier and I came to a brilliant realization/analogy for my life...

I'm sick of life throwing me curve-balls when all I'm trying to do is play t-ball.

Imagine standing up at a t-ball plate, the ball is rested on the little stand and then by the time you go to take your swing you have a 72 mph curve ball coming at you.

That's my life, for serious.

I went to DC for a vacation, ended up seeing Jason, going to the zoo, eating sushi at Mei Wah, & going to my favorite smithsonian (natural history). We also went to Jammin Java where I got ridiculously intoxicated off of Jameson and we went to North Carolina the next day to see the same show (Danger Radio, Farewell, & Red Car Wire).

I'm home and I'm no more relaxed than I was before I left,
if anything my mind is in more of a bubble then ever.

I'm ready for a drastic change.
Now I just need to make a decision...

Easier said than done....

I'd rather have a sleepless night than another one spent wasted replaying our last scenes...

xoxo audio love
- leah falkowski