Everything will be alright...

"Cause everything will be okay...
Whatever you do don't hurry
Whatever you did don't worry
Just know that everything will be okay..."
- Chris Nathan

Sometimes you have to feel as though you are at rock bottom to know that you can survive. No job, no prospects, friends leaving, feeling all alone and useless; that's how I've felt this summer. Finally, I have a job. It's nothing to be ecstatic over, but it's full time with health/401K. Also, I'll be able to transfer eventually, which means L.A. is more in my reach that it's ever been. I can save up some money and then transfer out to L.A. with a job already at hand until I can scrounge up a new one actually in my field.

I still feel as though no one here understands me. Those that I do know/talk to/hang out with on a regular basis have none of the same interests as me. They don't get me. They don't understand what makes me tick and what drives and motivates me. I have a select few girls that I've been lucky to get to know this summer though. No matter where we are we make it a good time, granted we rarely remember all of the time spent, but that's a good time nonetheless! I'm a troublemaker and I've always been one.

Anyways, I finally found a purpose for this blog. Most people that I know don't even know about it. But, I've decided to make this a "preview" blog for my website now. I'll be posting photos from sets that will be going up to my flickr. You'll get to see some shots or random things that won't be posted elsewhere. You will also get to know more about the girl behind the camera. I hope you will enjoy this added look into my life and into what drives me. Basically, I'm going to finally get behind and update everything and keep on top of it instead of constantly being behind.

FYI, if you haven't already you need to add Chris Nathan on your myspace or buzznet accounts. http://www.myspace.com/chrisnathanmusic and http://chrisnathanmusic.buzznet.com . Everything that he's been working on is nothing less than stellar. His new CD will be dropping in late Sept/early October. He's a white boy with soul and funk. There is no other way to describe him but to say that he is Chris Nathan.